My+Story

The changes I'd most like to make in myself is my attitude, my relationship with my father, and my focus on school education. The reason I would like to change my attitude is because it gets in the way of the real me, the kind, friendly, and eager to learn person. When I get an attitude or mad at something, I take it out on everybody around me. Then the relationship with my father. I feel like we can actually sit down and talk about the 17 years of my life that he missed out on. Also talk about the false promises he told me as I was growing up. I think that my life would be complete with my father in my life but as time passed I learned that it will never happened the way I dreamed it would. I feel that if my baby is born all of my time will be on my daughter because I want her to have the best. I want everything I do to have focus because college is going to be stressful but I'm still going to try my best. I love my life but I have been through a lot. I've been molested, beaten for not cooking and cleaning when my family wanted me to, and misjudged by my family members. Honestly, I don't want my baby around my family...not even my mother because she's too busy pleasing her man. Why should I put my baby through the same things I went through? I shouldn't so I'm getting away as soon as high school is over. I got to make the best out of my life so I got to start over. All I have is me, my baby, and my education.